Cutter.Unloved.Fat.Ugly. WARNING SOME POST MAY BE TRIGGERING. I'm NOT PRO ANA ! The reason I hold on is for my bestfriend, I promised her I would not kill myself. I am trying not to break that promise. One Direction help me hold on and keep me strong. sounds stupid but it's true. I will always love them for that. I am currently in recovery. Hopefully soon i will be oaky again. Also, There is a message link below for all my beautiful followers to read. Stay strong <3